[FRIAM] Self-Consciousness, experience and metaphysics

[glen]

On 7/24/24 11:55, Nicholas Thompson wrote:
> Intuitively, I want glen to put those experiences in a broader context so I can see why, for him, they indicate self consciousness  -- make them more like anecdotes, Glen!

I'll stick to the ones that best target "smell the wood burning".

• Cat grooming himself

   When the summer began, my cat came in covered in grass burrs. The first thing he always does is meow, rub up against me, and purr a bit. I pet him, notice a grass burr and yank it out, along with some of his fur. He then begins yanking, with his teeth and tongue, other burrs. This is more interesting than regular grooming because the burrs get caught in his gums and teeth, causing him to wag his tongue around, open and close his mouth, etc. trying to drop (or swallow) the burr in order to go for the next one. I help him out because I have hands, fingers, and tools like fine-toothed combs. You can "smell the wood burning" as he thinks about which ones he should let me get versus which ones to go for himself.

• Cat reflecting on whether he wants to stay in or go out when I crack the door

I get up ~5am pretty much every day. The cats are often waiting for me to either give them wet food or to freshen their bowl with water and dry kibble. The older one (Scooter) only cares about wet food. If it's Mon-Fri, I can choose to either freshen the kibble, sending him the signal that he can safely go outside without missing out on any wet food. *Or* I can go directly to the door and crack it open. At that point, you can smell the wood burning in his little brain. He looks outside, looks back at the bowl, looks at the younger cat, looks at me, stares out the door for sometimes 10s of seconds at a time. Then he'll either back further to the center of the kitchen, signalling his need for a clearer signal. Or he'll go outside, indicating he's given up on the chance of wet food.

• Itch transfer (you have an itch somewhere, you scratch it, and you suddenly itch somewhere else)

I often get itches under the very thick calluses on my feet. If I don't do anything about it, my foot and sometimes entire leg will twitch uncontrollably. If I take off my shoe/sock and try to scratch it, it either stays where it is, unscratched because the callus is too thick, or it moves to, for example, my lower back. Here, I can smell the wood burning in whatever feedback loops exist in my body's interoception. It's not "me". I'm not a part of this game. My foot and the skin of my lower back feel like a separate entity, a conscious one.

• Losing one's grip on, say, a glass on the table, dropping it, then immediately catching it

Similar to itch transfer, my proprioception can take on a life of its own. If, for example, I'm talking with my hands at the pub, and one of them slaps a pint glass hard enough to knock it off the table, my body seems to act of its own accord and my hand will whip around and try to catch the glass. It also often works when other people start the process. At the Summer Nights at the Port event, a person's hat flew off their head and with no time or window for *rational* processing, I snatched it out of the air. My body is "conscious" of the context and can interact and adapt without me being in control of it.

• Trying to deciding whether you've had enough to eat with food remaining on the plate

I caught COVID a couple of weeks ago. And when I finally started to improve, I went to the store and got some red meat (T-bone for me Filet for Renee'), and we cooked it all up. But because we're both still a bit "out of it" because of the lingering effects of the the virus, rather than purposefully eating it all because it's very itch-satisfying, we lingered while watching some movie or other. As a result, I could smell the wood burning in my gut-throat-mouth-nose and just arbitarily stopped being hungry. This almost never happens. When *I* am in control, I gulp it all down aggressively.

> */NST>>> Glen, could you help me see why one or more of these are illusory of self-awareness.  <<<nst/*

I don't know what this question means. "Illusory of self-awareness"? I don't think they're illusions. Are you asking why I call them "conscious" and not (merely) "self-aware"?

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